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How did you
gauge your body as an average on a scale of 1 to 10 (1 being very low,
10 being very high) in terms of the following parameters during the day:-
Temperature Range: 6-9
Density:5-7
Energy Level: 5-7
Speed: 4-5
What are your
main observations and/or experiences from the MB?
There is diffficulty in maintaining the concentration of attention between
the internal and external eyes. It is overcome when there is a relaxation
into the movement or when there is familiarisation. But if there is no
confidence in the movement, it helps to contentrate on a rythym. A rythym
seems to syncronise aspects of the self. If there is no rythym it becomes
as if there is a fragmentation of attention that is too difficult.
What are your
main observations and/or experiences from the Manipulations?
Returning to exercises bring up feelings of frustration, especially when
you are working alone. There can be a loss of focus on the original intention
of the exercise as well as feelings of not getting deep enough into it.
These are only slight feelings and I am prepared to wait for something
to arrise. It is difficult to participate in conversations afterwards
when little hascome out of the exercise. I am slightly frustrated by a
couple of discussions recently when I have tried to understand a difference
with another participant but fail to find a way into what they are talking
about. There was also an occasion when I was explaining what I was experiencing
and there was a closing statement that what I was saying was only a projection
on to the land. Although I am quite comforable about projecting my feelings
onto all my surrounds as a way of identifying my feelings, it felt like
my experiences were shut down. I withdrew momentarily from the conversation
and gradually had to assert myself back into the conversation. There is
a residual anger that is slowly abatting.
What are your
main observations and/or experiences from the Ground Work?
I really enjoyed the talk from Dick Kimber. I felt his words were like
soft foots steps walking through a fragile land. So aware of individual
sensitivities and yet so systematic in the way he delivered the information
and answered the questions. His explorations of aboriginality were weighted
with very personal and clear observations. Although I am still uncomforable
with receiving aboriginal cultural knowledge fom 'white fellas' I am beginning
to appreciate the mapping of the entry into aboriginal culture that they
as fellow foreigners have needed to move sensitively into anothers culturral
landscape. There was a genuine feeling of presciousness about the level
of revelation in the demonstration of ritual entry to a sacred site without
comprimising aboriginal confidentiality. It was a thin and rrevealing
line that was walked. A quietly reflective day that ended beautifully
with the slide show of some of our resident artists.
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