Monika Tesselar

25/09/99

How did you gauge your body as an average on a scale of 1 to 10 (1 being very low, 10 being very high) in terms of the following parameters during the day:-
Temperature Range: 5-6
Density:7
Energy Level: 4-7
Speed:4

What are your main observations and/or experiences from the MB?
i was suprised- i thought i would have more energy than i did. i found it very difficult to keep my body from feeling like it was left behind. quite difficult to get my feet up off the ground. could use my stomach & bum muscles as strength to keep my neck & shoulders relaxed.

What are your main observations and/or experiences from the Manipulations?
i worked on Agatha today-she is only 19 and the difference between her body and those of my previous (older) partners was delightful. It was as though her joints were like licorice and I found my body being able to imitate hers and become soft.

What are your main observations and/or experiences from the Ground Work?
When we were all sitting in a line with the string threaded between our mouths I had the image that the whole group had the possibility to move as one, particuly when the dust storm blew through. It was easy to forget any pain at this stage because there was an 'event' bigger than us. Pulsing- I had the occasion to let my mind completely relax and let unassociated words spill out of there own accord-this was a treat. I think I was speaking slower than my heart beat but I remained in my slower rythmn to maintain my relaxed sensibility.

What are your main observations and/or experiences of the whole day?
As the day wore on my energy level increased as did my enjoyment. The readings around the fire were a joy as Poets had put words to the colours and magnificance of this place.

 

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